Mother's Day 2014

Being a mum turns my life upside down and messes it up completely but there has been no regrets..
The 2 boys brought me wonderful moments from the very start of their life inside me.. from the first heartbeat i heard at the gynae's clinic, to first image on ultrasound, to their each and every little milestones achieved, and now their conversation with me and their little everyday acts... these might be small things to others but it means a world to me..
I gotta thank the 2 boys for letting me experience these wonderful moments in my life
I once reflected on my role as a mum and felt that if i only had one child, i would be able to give him the best. While now my energy and efforts are divided and it drains me out, i might be giving them lesser. Like we have less energy to bring them to the different classes etc..(now we have stopped Shicida, music). we have less energy to do more meaningful things with them without them spending half the time fighting and us spending half our energy stopping the fight and scolding them. But as i see them interact and enjoy each other's company, i wonder if they would also be less happy if not for each other's company. And i could never imagine a life either of them. They are so different and yet so wonderful in their own ways. I hope they will grow up to be close and a good support for each other and of cos to continue to enjoy each other's company... that would be the most rewarding mother's day gift